Goodbye - The Melody (Coffee Prince)

I came across this most beautiful (yet sad + heart breaking) song called Goodbye while watching the korean drama (Coffee Prince)

My heart starts feeling heavy, tears roll out from my eyes and heart whenever i listen to this song :(

I hate myself :(

I have been hating myself since some days, i dont feel like doing anything and i am wondering, why am i still alive ?

I feel like committing suicide but when i think about it, i still got many things to do before i die, but at the same time this loneliness and sadness is really getting on my nerves and the only solution i could come up with, is to end my life somehow

I am really confused and dont know what to do with my (so called) LIFE :(

Sote Sote Sapna Aaya

Its 3:24 AM now and this awesome song pops out at the perfect moment, i had added up all the english songs to the playlist and out of blues this awesome hindi song starts playing

After a google search i found out that this song is from the movie (Love at Times Square) and sung by Lucky Ali and Sapna Mukherjee, i wanted to see this movie a long time back then i forgot all about it, now i will watch this movie for sure

While the song was being played all along, why was i thinking about her ?

You can listen to the song online at

http://ww.smashits.com/music/hindi-movie/play/songs/2080/Love-At-Times-Square/20357/Sote-Sote.html

Lyrics of the song can be found at

http://hindilyrics.go4bollywood.com/sote-sote-sapna-aaya_3954.html

The Transformation

As usual, me and my best buddy were taking a walk on the streets, when he started saying during one of the conversation "that i have become 20% like you and now only 80% is remaining" with him saying something like that, i went into deep thoughts

• Why did he say something like that ?
• Was he joking ?
• Did he really want to become 100% like me ?
• If so, why ?

There were so many queries rattling inside my head but then it was instantly shifted to some other conversation by him, we have so many stuffs to talk when somethings happening and sometimes none

I would never want anyone to become like me (maybe i will tell you why in future or maybe not), i would like the people to be just who they are in their unique ways instead of copying someone and acting like who they are not :|

4:44:44 AM on 04-04-2010

Interesting time with all 4s, the numbers listed in the title are some of my favourite numerics :)